awamiba: clock with a different excuse for each hour of the day (excuses)
Sick Lisa,
dizzy brain,
fluffy clouds of kittens taking over
no writing

Busy days,
lots of calls,
everyone needs me
all at once
no writing

The voices in my head have been silent.
      How can I hear them with all this noise?
 
beep beep beep beep.

Nothing

Feb. 12th, 2013 10:00 am
awamiba: clock with a different excuse for each hour of the day (excuses)
No writing this last week.  None.  My spouse has been getting up at the time I normally do, hence blocking me from the bathroom, hence throwing off my schedule.  While it has been lovely having him home in the AM, he also likes to talk to me, which further throws me off.  Also this is a really ridiculous week.  I'm just scheduling myself writing time this afternoon and the housework can do itself.  WRITING WILL GET DONE!! 

schedules

Feb. 6th, 2013 06:24 am
awamiba: clock with a different excuse for each hour of the day (excuses)
 I need to get into a writer schedule again.  It's not happening in the morning this week like I'd hoped: the alarm just totally didn't go off yesterday and the day before that  I was too tired and went back to sleep. Nor is it happening in the evening: my DVR is 91% full, so we're trying to catch up on older shows before it starts recording over them.  My days are full of substituting and volunteering. I guess I need to prioritize better. *sigh*
awamiba: A picture of me, close up of my face & hair, smiling. (me)
 

"My ideas usually come not at my desk writing but in the midst of living."

.Anais Nin

Last Friday night we had a Robert Burns Night with my parents where we read the poetry of Robert Burns (well, Nick did, but that's because he had the best Scottish accent) and had some traditional Scottish foods (but not haggis).  (that's writing related, right?)

Sunday the kids practiced basketball while I  fixed up my desk area where the by-hand writing goes on.
 


It is tidier and makes the writing go better since I'm not scrambling for pens or notebooks.  I've tidied up my computer so I know where the files I'm currently using are and I've set up a profile for everyone else so I can have mine be whatever I want and don't have to worry about boy eyes on my things and them getting confused by the voice control setup that I've been using.
 
I have been writing this week.  Lots of writing and writing related stuff going on.  Working on two novels and a few sad poems.  I'm enjoying flipping through old notebooks and files of writing from a couple years ago to see what I would've written had I not fallen off the writing track.  It's fun putting stories together again and for that I am very  very happy with the universe.
 
Wednesday I was all ready for the call to work.  I got up, made myself lunch, dressed in subbing clothes....and no call.  Of course.  So I did laundry, cleaned the kitchen, and let myself have 2 hours of lovely writing time.  It was glorious.
 
awamiba: A picture of me, close up of my face & hair, smiling. (Default)
 Can I say something?
 
 
 
I just want YOU to know, YOU, whoever you are, whatever choices you've made, whatever wrongs you think you have done, whatever you think you are to the world out there:
 
 
 
I LOVE YOU.
 
I THINK ABOUT YOU.
 
I PRAY TO GOD/THE UNIVERSE/WHATEVER THERE IS FOR YOU.
 
AND I AM WISHING YOU ALL GOOD THINGS.
 
 
 
 
 
I am not perfect.  No one is.  No one has the right to judge you, in your situation, for the things you have done or the things you intended to do, but didn't.
 
 
 
KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED.
 
 
 
It's all I have to offer.  And I want YOU to have it.
 
 
 
Love,
 
ME
awamiba: A picture of me, close up of my face & hair, smiling. (Default)
Sorry I haven't posted in a while.  We were all sick over the Christmas break (upper respiratory flu, bronchitis, then stomach virus) and I was either sleeping or cleaning up messes.  Then I got called up for subbing (I'm a substitute teacher) three days in a row.  Add to that regular daily life, planning for a trip to Ireland & Scotland, and investigating the possibility of going back to school for my master's degree and there's been very little writing worthy to write about: more Sad Poetry, basically, and a few more vignettes.

This weekend was my Writing Retreat with Steph.  We took a condo (really a studio apartment) in Austin, carefully guarding our location so people we knew there wouldn't bother us, and made the drive out there (2 hours for Steph, 5 for me).  We chose the place based on its location to places we knew we wanted to visit (Penzey's spices for appeasing the husbands, Half Price to use my gift card from Christmas, and a couple good restaurants Steph wanted to introduce me to), but planned mostly to stay in and doing writerly things.  Ha.  The kitchen was way too small for cooking, plus we never could locate pots or pans, so we ended up eating out a lot, while discussing writerly things.  

We also perused the writing guides at Half Price and picked up some good ones and read to each other the good bits of those, taking copious notes (well, I did at least) from the good ones.  I also pieced together bits from old story ideas that I thought would go together well in the novel I've been having hang over my head for a while now.  I edited those bits for names and tenses and shoved them into my outline where they belonged (also made the outline, as before I just had one big scene for the novel and that was it).  Then I fleshed some of those bits out (they were mainly just more outlinish things).  In the end I added about a thousand words of actual new writing.  

It was a really great weekend!  :)
awamiba: photo of a woman's hand holding a clear plastic BIC pen, writing on white paper. (writing)
 I had a lovely long post here about writing, which dreamwidth ate while I was checking settings.  :(  It said it autosaved, but it only saved the title.  Silly thing.

Long story short, there was no writing for a couple years, then this weird conglomeration of events (my friend was murdered, my son was assigned a poetry project, and I found a small blank notebook that fit in my purse) started me writing Sad Poetry (my gateway drug to Regular Writing) and POOF I was writing daily again, just small vignettes of dailiness.  It's been good.  In about a month Steph and I are doing a Writing Retreat and then I'll get my butt in gear and work on a novel again.  :)  Can't wait!
awamiba: photo of a woman's hand holding a clear plastic BIC pen, writing on white paper. (writing)
My grandma died a few weeks ago, after a few bouts of congestive heart failure that her doctor's thought she'd get through nicely.  I wonder about that sometimes, "nicely."  The fact of it was that she was 93 years old and there's no "nicely" about it.  She died.  So I've been spending a few weeks trying to tie up loose ends of school, grandma stuff, camp,etc.  No writing to speak of, not even blog posts. 

That being said, I have a new writing desk.  I am not to speak of how I got it or what it looks like or where it is kept, but it is, in fact, awesome.  I feel nice and calm sitting at it, regardless of the fact that there are kids running back and forth yelling in the hallway behind me.  I've had a few story ideas come to mind while sitting there, writing out condolence letters to aunts and uncles and so forth, so I've been doing the tiniest bit of scribbling those down before moving on to further letters and thank you notes that need to go out. 

The Summer of Calmness starts tomorrow, now that all things camplike are done and over with.  The two big kids will be working on Scout stuff quite a lot of the summer, so hopefully there will be quite a lot of writing time while they're working on Projects and the youngest is napping or watching TV.  I'm looking forward to writing again.
awamiba: photo of a woman's hand holding a clear plastic BIC pen, writing on white paper. (writing)
MOPS, Scouts, PTA, Kids' school activities, Sabbath School rehearsals, & programs, programs, programs for all of them; that's where I've been.  Everything in real life has been kicking my butt lately, so no new writing to speak of. 

However, I'm in charge of the newsletter, blog, facebook, & twitter for my MOPS group, which will definitely involve writing.  I have a plan to write articles during the summer while my children are likewise engaged in a writing activity.  I'm also planning on taking off two nights a week from our regularly scheduled TV time to work on novel writing.  I'm excited to be getting back on a regular schedule again.  :)

dododo

Apr. 22nd, 2010 10:10 am
awamiba: photo of a woman's hand holding a clear plastic BIC pen, writing on white paper. (writing)
I've been writing in the car this week, after two weeks of only writing on my Tuesday MDO time periods.  Not that I wasn't productive during all that MDO, because I was extremely productive.  I just found out that if I have my writing notebook in the van with me, I can write during all those little times that I have to show up early for something (like carpool lane at school or to pick something up from someone that's always 10 minutes late).  It's been nice.

I was going to give you details, but my brain is not working and the notebook is, after all, in the van, so no details for you today.  Maybe another day.  :)

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